Nov 05 2009
愛一直存在
爱，从来都不存在。我独自一个人走我该走的路。
当我看到朋友一个个都找到他们的爱时，羡慕吗？还好啦。祝福她们！
从来都不会为这种事烦恼。很可怜的我，连一个暗恋的人都没有。以前，至少还有一个人在心里面，有空时就想一想他。现在，我的心就留给爸妈，姐妹，朋友们。感觉好轻松。
我好想用我的力量来协助别人，我有一股冲动想到世界各地，去关怀别人。但，我也很希望被关怀，可是我就是每次当别人问我有没有事时，我会说：“我okay”.其实，我一点都不okay.我痛说不出来！我就是喜欢假强！真是失败！我活该的。
做事情时，我会很用心去做。这也是笨蛋。因为有做工的人，被骂，被误会。反而，一点贡献都没有的人，只有一张嘴的人，他们反而过得很好。对，我就是不会说话，那又怎样？我笨蛋！
我发现我不会表达自己，我觉得有时候很辛苦。我好想有人了解我。可是我会坚强的！我okay!有人懂吗？我okay!
当我看到朋友一个个都找到他们的爱时，羡慕吗？还好啦。祝福她们！
haha…same wif u…..
我好想有人了解我。可是我会坚强的！我okay!有人懂吗？我okay!
haha…i know that i not that person…paiseh…i very noob de….i hard to read people’s mind…dont know how to give advice…BUT i willing to listen…^^
haha.. i c some of my shadow inside of u.. =) well, i m sure tat there r ppl outside there willing 2 listen n help u.. the prob is, r u willing 2 share n pour out ur probs?! 4 me, as a christian, i noe i hav a God tat is always there 4 me.. so, whenever i hav prob, i choose not 2 share oso.. i choose 2 take it all up meself.. but sometimes the burden n load r juz 2 heavy.. den i ll pray 2 God n share my prob with him.. mayb u can do tat 2.. hehe.. n ya, i asked the office abt the medicine course, they said they r not sure oso, but mostly by next yr may they ll hav it de.. so i think u can come la.. u still need 1 yr foundation or mayb A level 2 come in 4 degree de ma.. by den sure got liao lo.. welcome ya… hehe.. anything u wan 2 noe more abt the accomodation n others juz feel free 2 ask me la.. =)