Oct 28 2009
这两个星期,简直是这五年以来最难过的.
我不会强词夺理,我一向来就不善于沟通.我只会照着道理,证据,有话直说. 我也会伤心,可是我也许不会让任何人知道.我也许觉得委屈,只好把这感觉吃进去肚里.无所谓,我相信人在做,天在看.我对得起自己,解释给别人..不必了.我的话没有这样多.明白我,懂我的人,根本不需要我的任何解释.
我只想过完我的中学生活.它,尤其这两个星期,让我领悟了很多道理. 好的朋友,需要以时间来看透. 很开心,这样的朋友,我有. 我也觉悟,妈说得对.. 世上有种种的人.quote adoria, ‘life is not a bed of roses’. 我明白了。以后，我会很小心地交朋友。
这几天，真的很累。 应该会去跟树讲话吧！还是，Bodhi Tree is the best!
Oct 22 2009
Standing alone doesn’t mean that I’m lonely. Walking alone doesn’t imply that I need anybody else beside me. Being mute doesn’t mean that I have nobody to talk to. It’s just my personality. You might think that i’m a lonely single lady. But, actually I’m not. A person walking on her own path, i have my shadow to accompany me. I never ever want to rely on anybody.. coz when that person is gone, i realize, again, i will have to be on my own. And that sucks! So, it’s better to remind myself to stand on my own feet everytime. Then, i will never ever feel lonely again… it feels great now !
Recently, i fall in love with a voice.. it calms and heals my soul, it temperates my heart.. feels alive listening to a voice like his. I have become a big fan of super junior don’t know since when.. especially, cho kyu-hyun’s voice. Just, so so so nice. so touched by his voice, makes me occupied and not lonely at all. i just wish that there’d be a super junior concert in m’sia and i’ll be there for sure… a voice like that kills me immediately..
He’s already gone, and i’ve moved on, i guess.
Extremely happy to receive the biology award next week. Coz that’s what i want… i still cried at home a few weeks ago, coz i din score the highest for biology this term.. but when i saw my name on the list, i couldn’t suppress my feeling, just felt so lucky and grateful! keep smiling like a psycho for the whole day… siao eh.. I want the biology award so much because .. i wanna be a doc… bio is my fav subject leh…my life~ thanks God. haha, love you so so so much! muaks! 
hooray!
Oct 02 2009
1. Where did you take your profile pic?
From ‘my photos’.. lol
2. What exactly are you wearing right now?
PJs..pyjamas
3. What is your current problem?
How to score an A1 for Chinese?.. haiz
4. What makes you happy most?
Traveling
5. What’s the name of the song that you’re listening to?
Outta here - Esmee Denters
6. Any celeb you would marry?
Ethan Ruan, haha, muscle man!
7. Name someone with the same birthday as you?
Sally, Will Smith, Hyun Bin
8. Ever sang in front of a large audience?
What bout in the band? teaching rhythm?
9. Has anyone ever said you look like a celebrity?
Nope
10. Do you still watch kiddie movies or kiddie TV shows?
Yea, once in a while, totally spies… hahaha
11. Do you speak any languages?
Human language
12.Do you ever watch MTV?
Seldom
Chapter 1:
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1. Middle name:
Tsu
2. Nickname(s):
Panda, Dutch Lady, lim susu
3. Current location:
Penang
4. Eye color:
Brown or black?
Chapter 2:
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Do you get along well with your parents?
very well with mummy, daddy err, not sure
Chapter 3: Favorites
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1. Ice cream
Chocolate, i’m a chocoholic!
2. Shampoo/conditioner:
Herbal essence
Chapter 4: Do You…
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1. Dance in the shower?
Yup, very often!
2. Do you write on your hand?
yea
3. Call people back?
never..unless very important
4. Believe in love?
Absolutely
5. Any mental health issues?
Nope, you tell me
Chapter 5: Have You..
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1. Broken a bone?
No, almost
2. Sprained anything?
left ankle, during taekwondo training after band practice
3. Had physical therapy?
No
4. Gotten stitches?
No
5. Taken painkillers?
yup
Chapter 6: Who/What was the last
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1. Movie you watched:
G-force
2. Three people to text you?
Pauline, ChiA zhen, chai yuen
3. Person you called?
Pauline
4. Person you talked?
mummy lim
5. Thing you touched?
Bio model test papers
6. Thing you ate?
green apple
7. Thing you drank?
water
8. Thing you said?
@**^(!
HOW I END MY SENTENCES
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1. I love: him
2. I don’t understand: why is it so hard to confess that you love somebody
3. When I wake up in the morning: I saw dad in front of the computer AGAIN!
4. Life is full of: CHALLENGES!
5. I get annoyed very quickly when: I’m SLEEPY OR HUNGRY
6. Parties are: gathering and get drunk! haha
7. Dogs are: ka-wa-i !
8. Cats are: yiiii
9. Tomorrow is: another day, waiting for miracles to happen
10. I have a low tolerance for: traffic jams
11. If I had a million dollars I would: donate them to the victims of tsunami etc etc, and save some for me to tour the whole world, backpacking!
12. I’m totally terrified of: snakes
