Sep 29 2009
Peace
spm is coming soon yo! can’t wait..
so, i’m gonna commit myself to books for this whole month; graduation dinner, i will try my best to help but no promises, i think i have wasted many hours doing those stuffs, i know many of us are too, but i just can’t stand lookin at those who don’t even help out. so, that’s it. i’m done with it. And, it just somehow so sick to look at some people who constantly criticize and use a rather harsh tone to speak to us. hey, i just wanna say, we’re only human beings, can you at least just know how to be a head and tell us i appreciate what you have done till now, but it’d be better if……. so not in the situation.
results, suck! not that i din get A or what, just that i still can do better than this. therefore, keep on working. stand up when you fall. and everytime i fall, i learn something. worth it! sad for a few hours enough ald, just move on, get back on the track again. i’m gonna buy buy buy many books and finish them all i swear! cut down my entertainment time allocation etc etc… and work my ass out of it, esp chinese.
What i’ve been doing lately–swimming. hehe, super extra nice.. trying to smile everyday, but still can stand la. Suddenly thought of one person, haha, don’t know how she’s doing. miss her so much! i think she’s the only one who can earn my smile now.
Learn to appreciate everything, how people helped you, how everybody teaches you and listens to you. if you don’t appreciate what i’ve done, it’s okay. If you don’t understand i’ve assisted you wholeheartedly, it’s okay. But, things will never be the same cause you have taken me for granted and– I’M DONE, SO LONG! Forgive and forget, easier to be said than done. Just don’t care and let it be, not gonna waste my time thinking bout these. not gonna make myself sad for thinking bout it. Just be happy and try not to care too much. coz it’s not worth it. i’m not gonna emulate your example coz i was taught to appreciate things and people surround me. PEACE!
To quote something familiar: Not all best men are kings. That “head” of yours might be a harsh one but everyone has a way to do his/her things.
What’s wrong with your results? They’re still the best. Just remember to relax once awhile =P
Anyway, good luck and carpe diem and smile always =)